[C] Here I Am

[Autumnstorm]

Here I Am

Here I am
Drowning again
As the water closes in over my head
Sucked away in the whirlpool you cast
Over me

Here I am
Reprimanding myself
My head tells my heart that it's useless
Nothing will ever come of this
But my heart refuses
To listen

Here I am
Turning away
From someone who truly cares about me
All because I'm waiting
For you

Here I am
Laughing
With friends you're all a joke
Just a silly crush
When I'm really covering up feelings that
Lurk inside

Here I am
Closing my eyes
Pretending that I can erase
That if I don't see you, it
Doesn't exist

Here I am
Hating her
For standing where I should
With my hand in yours
For having what I've
Always wanted

Here I am
Absolutely furious
But only at myself
For wasting away at the feet of
A dream

Here I am
Alone
I've nothing left
But emptiness and guilt
Wishing that long ago I could have gotten
Over you




I'm proud of that poem. It means something to me, because it's kind of true...

[Snowstep]

I'm just simply replying cause I'm too lazy to get the review form. xP

Anyways, this poem is AWESOME! it's SOOOOOOOO deep, true, and sad. Like, it was so well written that I could just feel the emotion you had. You know, I even almost felt like crying! (Maybe cause I was reading it out loud with emotion, but still)
Yep, it's THAT good. ^^

100%!

PS. I hope you're ok and have moved on. =3


~Snowstep

[Autumnstorm]

Thanks so much Snowstep! I'm glad you liked it!


And I've sorta moved on, but don't worry, I'm fine.